Verses

There isn't you in all my dreams
The evening's laying on the sill.
The noise of wind is getting me
Through me and touch my feel.

It is my home where I'm alone
It's empty and the silence howls.
I look at night. I don't wait.
And nobody'll knock at my door.

I want to sleep. The frozen cat,
That was made up of grief by me,
The cat is coming at my bed
To not be lonely here.

I won't forget you never. Know,
My cruel but the dearest One.
And if you can, please, tell me so
What's true and what is wrong?

I left my cover coming you
I'm bored, oh, My Sun, believe:
I'll take my heart till you cann't see
And put to not prevent to live.

You will not see when I'll leave:
Or here I am or I'm not...
Then now my cat will bored me
So I've to come at home...

02.12.1994, Moscow

I was nothing for you
Dying I'll be your death
You can't be true
But I feel your breath.

Every your glance
Will be marked by me
And in evidence
Just can you see.

Faceless shadows come
But nobody sees.
Untill everyone does harm
His soul lives.

It's already the seventh night.
In the sky there's no a moon.
I love Satan in your heart
So it serves my turn.

02.07.1995, Obninsk

When nobody can help
I feel somebody's near
And tell myself
That you're here.

Again the step of yours
And I relize my loneless.
Don't ask the cause
So I cann't love less.

Now I wanna forget
That ever was wrong.
And the least that I said:
Please, leave me alone...

2001, Moscow